what a life.

parties. friends. and enjoyment. what more could i ask for?
these past five weeks have been the greatest 5 weeks of my 16 years of living.
for that,
i would like to thank Jordan Lax and James Duffy. Because everytime we chill together, it's always a party.

Weekend 1: party at my place. what a night. no parents, and just a chill sesh
Weekend 2:hung out with people at Narnia. Chill night also, no worries, just friends

Half Day: We went to Andrew's house after school. Oh man, what a half day that was.

Weekend 3: Espinera's house. Just some hookah with some music. This is when i started becoming close with people though. i felt like this weekend is when we had a "crew" going on.

Weekend 4:the most epic weekend ever. a 3 day weekend of straight partying. although i was grounded saturday and sunday. but it's all good. thursday and friday were the bomb

Weekend 5: this weekend. Party last night, date today possibly. its awesome. i love life


Junior year is the shit. i finally feel as if ive made John's Creek fun. I guess fun was always there, we just had to make fun. and that's what we've been doing. Maybe we don't always remember our nights (hahaha) but at least we have fun. I have no regrets at all. period. and it's only gonna get better from here.

I've been watching, because i want one.

I've been in the background just watching.

I think its time that i take a chance. Because sometimes a chance only comes once in a lifetime.

I get things.

They are just things I do not want.

But for once I want to get the things i want. I need to assert myself.

Watch me.

None of this nonsense anymore.

Because if you say you're gonna do something, just do it.

I don't want anymore "what if's".

and more of "what if not's"

My life is a flower, and these petals are dropping off.

one

by

one.

.

.

.

Get ready, because I'm finally here.

I wish

i wish that i could see the stars

pack up, take a travel all the way to mars

set free for me, gotta walk i have no car

get out of this place, i wanna go so far

there's so much to see, so much to do

i gotta do this for me and not for you

go past the horizon, no service for verizon

more help from the wise man

i have to touch the sky and...

even if...

my mother doesn't understand

but she does what she can just to make me a man

but its time for my plan, the idea she can't stand

of me being gone, but its taken off, its gone

false alarm, gotta wait for the charm

im locked in a barn with a string of yarn

just to entertain, got no skills to play this game

and just for fame, id prolly have to keep me sane

but thats alright, every day turns into night

and then our fight is forgotten, so we make it right

i know that when im on my own

ill go through some troubles, keep me hard as a stone

don't break me down, im gonna go town to town

just to get around, don't wanna keep on the same ground.

i have to get out, this makes me wanna shout

im layin on a couch, nothing to think about

i know without a doubt, i'll open my mouth

and travel(not southhh)

cause every day over here is repeat

i wake up everymorning take a shower and eat

put clothes on my body and shoes on my feat

turn on lupe fiasco, and his funky slick beats

its not a treat

i know that im only sixteen, but it feels so right

im limited, you know what i mean?

i wanna see the scene over the ocean, or sea

its not for you, im doin this all for me.

Taylor Dickerson.

I promised i would dedicate a blog to her. so i will

Taylor Dickerson. A haiku.

What do i start with?
silly? spontaneous? yea.
Makes spanish class fun.

First Entry

This is my first blog entry. I don't really know what to say. i guess ill get used to it. I had a myspace blog. but i just stopped using it. so im gunna try and make this one last. To start off my name is christian bowman. i like to play guitar, skateboard, and take photos. I'm 16. and a Jr. so yea. got any questions? ask me. I guess my blogs name is Dying Youth because of two reasons. 1. its my favorite song by my favorite band, 10 years. The name really says alot. In my eyes, youth is dead. Too many people are worried about growing up to fast. and getting cars at age 12 (exaggeration) and such. It's pathetic how our "being young" is blinded by materialistic things. and important things like friendship and company are ignored. To be honest i think we could all do well without cell phones or the internet. its useless junk. it takes over lives. Dying youth.

The death of our future.


Think about it.